Posted 6/15/10 | Updated 11/11/20
Practice allowing and transforming them.
Remember that healing and change happen in spirals and layers.
See if you can open your heart and arms to whatever changes happen and losses occur. I know that I tend to lay a template of the past onto the present and feel upset when "things are not the same."
Then I start comparing what used to be to what is not even known yet and forget to relax and just open myself to
Life presents us with so many chances to practice, because it's constantly changing.
The opposite of loss is not gain, it is … Found.
Our feelings are with us all day, every day, in every moment, yet many of us are often unaware of how we feel.
We judge, deny, hide, repress, invalidate, minimize, or try to change how we actually feel, in order to "feel better."
Or we love how we feel and try to cling to those feelings to "make them last," and get more of those "good" feelings.
Feelings themselves don't care about any of this they just keep on feeling, no matter what else is happening, or how we might be trying to shape or control them.
If we don't allow ourselves to feel or express our emotions, they will get larger or louder or may go into our bodies and present themselves as some kind of physical condition.
Feelings are meant to be in motion. e•motion. Feelings are made to be expressed. You've probably heard: "If you can feel it, you can heal it." And this is true yet many try to stop feeling before the healing takes place, especially if it seems like a bad or difficult feeling.
Q: How can we be glad when so many bad things are happening?
A: How can we not? "Bad" things always have, and will always continue to happen. It is how we choose to respond that makes the difference. We all have an opportunity to respond to whatever is happening with as much gladness as possible, which will shift the very things that are happening. If you look at every bad or difficult situation, you will ALWAYS find the goodness and gladness. Focusing on that is what creates the real movement and solutions that we are all wanting.
Q: Why are YOU so glad?
A: I'm NOT all the time, just as much of the time as possible. I'm glad because I'm alive and well and able to contribute to the world and share love in significant ways. It's not about the glass being half-full or empty, it's about living with a glass that's both. We can feel all of our feelings, and find gladness and joy more often. It's not about finding the silver lining, as much as it is the rainbow lining, which includes all of our feelings, not just the glad ones. Paradoxically, this creates more gladness.
Q: In what specific ways can we all be more glad?
A: Feel what you feel when you feel it, then let that go. This will open the channels for more gladness. Look for things to be glad about, and talk about them, write then down, celebrate them. This will call more gladness to you. Make your most "alive choices" which are the ones that are a little scary, or make you a little nervous. These are the things that will fill your soul, and in turn fill the soul of the world. Do your transformative practices, which means taking whatever happens, and finding new ways to respond, and continue to practice. Telling and living new stories. This means that you stop repeating and reliving negative incidents, and instead focus on retelling the great and good things. This will cause and create more goodness and gladness.
Q: Why this book now?
A: We are all seeking better ways to live and love our lives and assist the world in being a more creative, nourishing, and glad place. This book demonstrates how I do that, and gives powerful stories and examples of how you can do that. Here are a few examples;
Facing a 3 hour flight delay, I built a fort in the airport. Being at the DMV with a lot of unhappy people, I stood up and sang Amazing Grace. Hearing that I was being audited, I transformed fear and worry into a great exchange with the IRS agent who cried because she said no one had ever been that kind to her.
Q: What was your biggest inspiration for writing this book?
A: The deaths of my mother and cat, and the end of a romantic relationship formed the initial reason for writing the book, but transformation is always my greatest inspiration, and how we can literally "change the form" of what happens to us and what we do with that, is the basis of this book. All of my changes and losses have been transformed into gifts and opportunities, and those gifts and opportunities create more GOODNESS and GLADNESS to share with the world.
Q: Can one really be "glad no matter what"?
A: Yes. By finding the glad parts in WHATever happens, and doing our transformational practices. We will still feel all of our feelings, we will just be invited not to spend so much time there. By feeling what we feel when we feel it, we can learn to better hold multiple feelings, and find the glad parts in as many of them as possible.
Q: What losses have you transformed into gifts or opportunities?
A: I was molested by a family member and transformed it into compassion and forgiveness. The death of my mother was transformed into feelings of unconditional love and gladness that she lived, and that she was my mom. The death and physical loss of my cat showed me that his unconditional love lives within me, and that I now share that with the world. The loss of youth has and is being transformed into wisdom and self-love that is profound and life changing. The loss of money has transformed into knowing that our true wealth does not lie in the material, but the spiritual. The changes in my business have resulted in entirely new uses of technology and creativity.
Q: You say that whatever is happening, we have the opportunity to practice centering ourselves. What does that mean and how do we do it?
A: By doing our transformative practices, we can choose to respond to what is happening instead of reacting. We can allow whatever is, instead of resisting what we say we don't want. We center ourselves by knowing that whatever is happening, it is external. We go within and center in the internal. This will create calm, compassionate responses to outside circumstances. And when we forget and react instead, we know that our transformative practices will lead us back to our truer nature responses. Here is a recent example; A driver was late in picking me up to drive me to the airport. Rushing to meet him, I slipped in cat poop and fell down. He greeted without explanation or acknowledgment about being late. I reacted defensively and so did he. I considered not riding with him as part of my reaction. Instead I sat in the back of the car staring at the back of his head, disliking him. Then I went within and responded differently and asked if we could start over. We ended up forgiving each other and hugging and crying at the airport.
Q: What is the middle place? How do we get there?
A: The middle place is in between the extremes of our emotions. It's where we can find our greatest centering and compassion. The middle place is messy and full of multiple feelings. It's not concerned with "being right." It's where we might say; "I'm disappointed that my friend didn't _____, but I love him/her and choose to think the best about it." We get there by going within before responding and choosing not to quickly react to outside circumstances. And when we forget, we go to the middle place to find our calm, compassionate responses.
Q: You encourage your readers to go towards the broken, dark, and difficult places. Why?
A: Avoiding them doesn't work. It is very tempting to avoid, deny, lie, and create cover ups. It seems to work in the short term, but it accrues and causes tremendous damage later. Time does not heal anything either without applied transformative practices. I know this because I tried everything not to feel the darker, more difficult feelings. Then I attempted suicide and woke up to really begin my transformative practice work. We need to feel everything. We can use a flashlight to look at the darkness and get help to support us. We can learn not to dwell in repetitive negative stories and live with life-long grudges. We can do our transformative practices now and all of our lives and live in a much more self-loving, self-caring way.
Q: How can we support others with their losses/grief?
A: By doing our transformative practices, we are much better positioned to support others. We can compassionately witness their experiences, which means to listen without judgment or fixing. We can be present for their pain, which means to just be there. We can acknowledge what has happened, or is happening, which will open the channels for them to allow instead of resist. We can hold them in the highest light, which means to see them coming through a change or loss, and not stuck there, which is what they fear. We can remind them of their holy purpose and how we can see them changing and growing. We can light little lanterns in our hearts for them and tell them that. We can remind them that THIS TOO IS CHANGING and will not last. We can encourage them to "hold their own experience," which means to deeply experience all of their feelings as much as possible and result in greater healing. We can let them know that we see, hear and feel them. We can create opportunities to creatively assist them in times of transition. Instead of focusing on our helplessness, we can think of things that we can do, that will be of use. We can understand that our BEING is more important than our doing.
Q: What will being glad really DO for people?
A: It fills them from the inside, so that they become and live like "full cups of self-love and gladness" sharing the overflow with the world.
Q: What's a miracle walk? How do you do one?
A: A miracle walk is where you walk out of your house or wherever you are, and be wanting or willing to experience miracles. You put your palms up and say; "Miracles find me now." Then you walk until a miracle occurs. Learn to recognize miracles, they don't always look like what they are. They could be disguised in some way. For example, you might encounter a person yelling wearing tattered clothing. In speaking with the person, you might experience the miracle of your own heart opening to someone suffering.
Q: What's the "glad game?"
A: It originated with Eleanor Porter's book Pollyanna. Pollyanna was a young girl whose parents died and she was sent to live with relatives in a small town that she didn't know. Her relatives were less than kind and the town unwelcoming. Pollyanna invented the glad game to play with everyone she met. In time, her relatives and the whole town transformed. In this way, we can all play the glad game with our lives. With whatever is happening, we can feel our feelings, and then find the good and glad that's there, and share that too. For example, my friend just had a car accident on the freeway and her car was totaled and she had no collision insurance. She was shocked, scared, worried and angry. She was also grateful not to be physically injured and glad that I came to help her. Later she was even more glad that her estranged father appeared in her life and helped her to get a replacement car.
Q: What's the biggest difference between this book and the first book you wrote/published?
A: The fact that I've been doing my transformative practices for 20 years and it shows in my ability to live "in the middle," and live like a full cup of self love and gladness, sharing the overflow with the world. That I practice feeling all of my feelings fully as much as possible, and that I can show others how and why to do the same. That I'm a "transformative change agent," actively living and practicing what I'm writing about.
Q: What is one question people never ask you that they wish you would?
A: What are your NEW dreams? Do you you have enough romance in your life and would you like more? How has your work nourished you?
Q: Who or what inspires you?
A: YOU. The world. Everything from my toaster crumbs to purple starfish on the beach in British Columbia, next to bioluminescent water.
Q: When did you know you were a writer?
A: When I was 10 years old and my 80 year-old best friend Mr. Boggs went into the hospital and my mom told me he probably wouldn't be coming out. So I wrote and created something for him every day for a month. And he did get out and said to me; "I think you saved my life. Nobody else called or wrote while I was in there, and I had to get out to see you." I ran in the house and said; "Mom! I'm supposed to be a beacon of hope and write books for the world, and she said "Eat your peanut butter sandwich." I wrote my first book that summer.
Excerpted from Glad No Matter What: Transforming Loss and Change into Gift and Opportunity ©2010 by SARK. Printed with permission of NewWorldLibrary.com.
Susan Ariel Rainbow Kennedy (SARK) is a best-selling author and artist, with sixteen titles in print and well over two million books sold. more